Sometimes the time has come. Hope you find the satisfaction in having it that you hoped to. Having things you have always wanted seems similar to reaching other goals in life that we strive for.
Life is short, Bob. Some things are not meant to be, some things should not be, and some things could be if we make allowances and they aren’t illegal, immoral, or fattening. Where does your (I think) sensible purchase fit in that scheme? [swg]
all I can say is GOOD FOR YOU. Awesome purchase, enjoy. I bought a Bachmann Yellowstone, undecorated. You say it is a tad big for your layout, well if it makes the curves and does not hit any scenery then it is the perfect size as far as I am concerned. Just think, my roster consists of Diesels from Canadian Pacific from 1996 onward, as well as a couple of other roads in that era. So where does the Yellowstone fit in??? Excursions.
So no reason or misgivings about a purchase, just enjoy.