For a while now I’ve been starting to get out of model railroading; my layout is starting to frustrate me again… I went downstairs to run a train, and even though I hadn’t run my locomotive since I cleaned the wheels two days ago, it ran horribly. It wouldn’t go even an inch without stopping dead. I cleaned some track and it ran a little better, managing 3 inches before it stopped. I gave up…
Being someone who enjoys operation, having a layout that won’t run (and frustrates me, not to mention my guest operators at my operating sessions (Many of which weren’t that much fun because of the dirty track and derailments) isn’t all that much fun.
I also enjoy scenery, but building a layout just for the scenery isn’t that much fun either… Plus some of my scenery areas I’m not happy with (like the yard…) and redoing them would be way overbudget for me, and some scenery areas I’ve lost the will to finish, such as the mountain pass, because I just never make any progress and I don’t have enough trees anyway.
I’m just getting increasingly frustrated with my layout, because it seems like it never does what I want it to do, it only runs badly and makes me regret decisions that I’ve made in the past that are now out of my control to fix.
I’m starting to consider starting over, except that would mean scrapping several hundred dollars worth of scenery and what track I can’t salvage, not to mention the benchwork which my dad estimated is about $800, because of its all 2-by-4 construction, the hardwood backdrop, and the 2" foam sheets used to build it. For someone with an average monthly income of about $30, that’s a whole lot of money… Goodbye years worth of saving…
Sorry about the rant, I’m just really disgusted with my layout and myself for all the mistakes I’ve made building it. I wish I could just start over with a full rebate for my construction materials…
I think what I need is to attend an op